on a side note

when i was young i used to say aloud "Crocodile !" when i say those big drains
whatever you call them the ones that has fishes in them sometimes u know (esp the one at kembangan mrt, in the mornings when there's more water you can really see many fishes, i even saw a super big fish one day when the water was rather full after a night of heavy rain)

LOL

dunno why but i just kinda remembered it and wanted to share
i just realised that i've just grown up so suddenly
frm the little girl who's always clinging to her mom and thinks there's a crocodile every pool of murky green water
to now

it's kinda sad

O_O

omg i feel like closing down my fb acc
srsly i don't even use it
and pple are actually really trying to communicate with me using it

wtf

omg last day of work end of this mth
T_T gonna miss the $9/hr pay, with $10 shift bonus
and the routine of going to work
going to ot
and being quiet with all the guys
and T_T i dunno why but i'm actually feeling sad

but if i'm to go poly (if i get in) i have to quit now
T_T

sadded

will go back there to work nxt time if i have the chance agn

omg

i'm 20

so OLD

AHHHHH

shit, i've not even achieved anything significant

tsk

i'm still dreaming of my farm in a faraway land

:)

i have

scary mood swings

seriously

it's like

whoa

even i'm a little creeped out by myself

i think i may be a little schizo

O_________________O

but of course if i really were i wldn't know

and absolutely wldn't admit it

therefore i have to say i'm pretty fine

just that my mood swings are ...

cheers :)

there, no need to be happy anymore

and i fucking didn't even realise i spelt life wrongly

fucking idiot arsehole